Trying to find a name for what I'm feeling....?

Do not let yourself become dependent only on the rush of feeling you get when you meet someone new and begin learning about them. People are very seldom (if ever) truly boring. Some people, after you meet them, will not end up being the right person for you to enter into a friendship with, but when you do find the right people, every day spent with them can be a new adventure. You will find out more about who they are day by day for the rest of your life. Friendship is a beautiful thing. People will come and go, but a real, true friend is one in million.