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ok. this might be a pretty complicated question but ill try hard to make it simple. i was diagnosed with borderline personality..a year ago.. n on vacation in florida i experienced a horrible , wicked really bad mood swing.. it was the worst ive had. ive been crying a lot lately. but those two days of vacation i was so out of it .. out of control. i hit my family in a public park.. theme park. i screaed and i swore. it was really bad. all i remember is i got in a fight with my mother. then i lost my temper and my attitude and i went from childish. it was crazy. cuz we were waiting in line for some show. and i freaked out during the fight started running for the exit.. then it just started out. like that the rest of the day i was alone. n the next day i felt horrible cuz i also threw things. ruped something. and i tried to make myself throw up. i wanted to die. but sometimes i find im bi-polar as well. help

I'm 20 years old and have never been asked out on a date?

You sound pretty normal to me, and very grounded and responsible. Maybe you should try and smile more to guys, or even start conversation with them. Ask a girl friend to introduce you to new people, I am sure you're gonna be asked out pretty soon.

A "problem horse" that shouldn't be a problem....?

Try to think back to the day he bucked... was it simply a buck from his high spirits or did he pin his ears back as though in pain. if its the first one then most likely it is you who has lost confidence in riding and in that case defiantly go to some lesson and brush up on your skills horses can sense everything and its most likely he can now tell your scared on him and because you have a great bond on the ground he really trusts you so if you get on him scared or nervous hes going to think there is something to be scared and worried about. If its was the second option with the ears pinned back then perhaps he spooked at something or maybe his saddle pinched him and now Associates you with that but that is unlikely as ye have such a great bond on the ground. you say he is fine for other people so its unlikely to be pain related. but its hard to tell without seeing. So ya go get some lessons and maybe bring your horse too after a couple weeks ( maybe longer depending on your riding standard) it will be great to have a trainer there to help you too.Also finally he could just be taking the piss and sense you aren't able to control him and in that case bring him to your lesson and get firm with him he could just need some good schooling. Don't worry i am sure your problem will soon be sorted and ye can go back to the way it used to be. good luck

Is there something wrong with me? Please help?

nyan,the obvious answer that will be on any y/a'rs mind will be that you could be bi polar. It's okay,nyan,you'l be okay x

Briefly, how do I control myself ?

Well you can try religion that seems to helpout some people christianity islam buddhism ect. Which ever you feel comftrable with

What makes the aunt 's story deplorably uninteresting?

i have read the story teller by Saki i would like to know what makes the aunt's story uninteresting?

Why do I keep hurting myself?

Sometimes, usually at night, I get extreme impulses to hit myself, punch myself, pinch myself (etc). Basically, anything that will cause pain to me. It's basically like...I'm lying in bed and all of a sudden I feel as though I .need. to do this. Then, I have to tell myself to stop and to calm down, but eventually, the craving comes back. What's happening to me?